In the Moment with Sherman Alexie

Wednesday night was alive with excitement, energy, and nostalgia.

My husband stayed home with the kids, and I ventured out on my own. I met a friend for dinner — a delectable meal void of macaroni and cheese, complemented with a cloth napkin, and paid for by my sweet friend. I ordered a glass of Pinot Noir, made by a vineyard who’s nameĀ  I can’t remember, which came with an entry card for a contest the vineyard was sponsoring. I sipped my wine like I’d just come of age and filled out a form to win a new bike in December. I dotted my I’s with fervor. I felt lucky.

We skipped dessert for a more enticing event happening around the corner at the Boswell Book Company: Sherman Alexie, live and in person, speaking and reading.

The bookstore was packed, and the air electric. It was standing room only, so my friend and I weaved our way in and out of bodies to the back, where we found a niche near a bookshelf with a perfect view. I scanned the crowd: old, young, diverse. As I thought of the experience we were all about to embrace, cheers erupted and there he stood.

He spoke for an hour. He read poems from his new book, War Dances. Like in his writing, his words struck the air in an often humorous, raw, and poignant way.

He spoke with passion about the way technology is changing how we experience art. As we turn more and more towards digital and high-speed tools, the human aspect of art, whether it’s music or reading or writing, is filtered out little by little. Sherman Alexie described digitized books as sterile, robbing us of the anticipation found in a hand held object that draws us in and envelops our every sense: touch, sight, smell.

The smell of a bookstore, especially a used or antique bookstore, was a sensual image I could grasp well. I thought about the hidden stacks in the library of my alma mater, where I ventured one day in my early college years. I can’t remember the book I needed to borrow, but in my search I found a spiral staircase that took me down, down, down. The deeper I went, the older the books. It was a hidden treasure, a secret room of words, stories, and leather binding. Still today, I am drawn to antique books for the feel, the look, the character of the book itself. Years ago I bought an antique book written in French. I couldn’t read a word of it, but it didn’t matter. I bought it for the beauty of the cover and the endpaper.

On Sherman Alexie’s official website, the summary of his new book, War Dances, speaks well to the feel of the night as it settled into the recesses of my mind:

“…War Dances takes us to the heart of what it means to be human. The new beginnings, successes, mistakes, and regrets that make up our daily lives….”

I love the tactile experience of reading a good book. In that moment when I pick up the book, I am completely present. I am thinking only of the title, the author, the cover, until my hands open to the first page and my eyes begin to read. Then, I fall into the story.

Sherman Alexie made a very strong impression.

Bad Draft or Bad Writing Day?

The last time I sat down to work on my novel, the words read pale and lifeless. I’m only on chapter two. This can’t be a good sign.

I wrote a lot last week,on other pieces. My brain was too tired to rework any more stories. I decided I needed a break from writing, a chance to refuel. I dove into a book about writing instead: Natalie Goldberg’s Writing Down the Bones.

I’ve read bits and pieces of her book before, but this time one passage struck me.

“If every time you sat down, you expected something great, writing would always be a great disappointment.”

My writing experience lies in short pieces: blog posts, articles under 1000 words, or short stories no more than five pages. In such a compact writing space, I easily devote time and energy to edit and re-edit a whole piece to the point of satisfaction, sometimes even pride.

Now I look at a novel and its end goal of 80,000 words or 100+ pages. Subconsciously, I expect myself to sit down and write a great second draft. When I couldn’t rework even one good chapter the other day, I did feel disappointed. And, discouraged.

Time is of the essence, I thought, this story is going to get old, and fast.

If I want to rush through a re-write just to get the story out, before it becomes a bore (before I lose my confidence), maybe the story should be shelved for a while. Perhaps even for good.

How do you know when the masterpiece you poured onto paper isn’t such a masterpiece after all? Sure, elements of the story show promise, but the story as a whole reads average, not great. And, how do you know the diffference between a weak premise and a bad writing day?

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Natalie Goldberg, Writing Down the Bones (Boston, MA: Shambhala Publications, Inc, 1986), p. 11.

Quiet Activism

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Today is Blog Action Day, when over 7,000 bloggers unite to post on one single topic: Climate Change.

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When Jessica Atcheson put out a call on SheWrites.com for fellow bloggers to participate in Blog Action Day, I’m not sure what drove me to sign up. I’m a cynic about most things political. I skirt TV campaign ads during critical races. I shy away from protests. I rarely sign petitions. Really, I am not an activist. Still, I clicked, I registered my blog, and I committed. Then, I thought, what do I know about climate change?

I wrote several drafts of a post and tried to come up with one grand idea that would mark the greatest effect on climate change. But, the same thought returned again and again: I am just one person. What effect can I possibly have on such a big issue? Then, I read an article in the Milwaukee Journal Sentinel* about efforts to reseed wild rice beds in northern Wisconsin, and it struck me. I can be an activist even if I don’t pump a protest sign or throw my voice through a bull horn. I can stay on the grid, keep my car, and still affect change little by little.

In the Milwaukee Journal Sentinel, Meg Jones reports that the Wisconsin Indian Wildlife Commission, Department of Natural Resources, various tribes and private individuals formed an alliance around 15 years ago. The group embarked on a mission to reseed old wild rice beds and restore some of Wisconsin’s natural habitats.

MJS wildrice 1 of hoffman.jpg wildriceEach year, wild rice seeds are tossed back into beds found in lakes and flowages. Some seeds rise back to the surface and are lost to the cause. But other seeds sink down into the rich, wet soil. They take root, grow, and flourish, providing food and attracting wildlife back into the area.

Reseeding is a quiet and slow process. It involves a canoe and two men. One man guides the canoe, while the other man sinks his hand into a bag, scoops out hundreds of seeds and commits them back into the water. A simple action that, in repetition, will produce a powerful effect on the climate.

I can’t afford to buy a smart car. Nor can I afford solar panels on my home or eco-toilets for my bathrooms. Still, in taking one action at a time, I can become a good steward of the environment.

Here are some ideas (and links to sites) for actions one person can take every day:

In good stewardship, one neighbor near our home refused to cut a dying tree down to its quick. Instead of erasing all evidence of the red oak tree’s existence, the homeowner transformed the remaining trunk into a visual reminder that nature’s spirit surrounds us.

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We should pay more attention and do our part to take care of her. How will you be a good steward today?
For more information on ways you can become involved, check out the Partners working with the organizers of Blog Action Day 2009.

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* Jones, Meg. “Reseeding Project Gets to Rice’s Historic Roots.” The Milwaukee Journal Sentinel 5 October 2009. Web and print.